The lonely nights,
Where I’m surrounded,
By nightmares,
And so much sorrow.
For my nightmare,
Are nothing more then hell,
For hell is where I dream,
A dead world,
Where,
I stand alone in pain.
A barren,
And dead war zone,
In which everyone is gone,
No trace,
No remembrance,
Of the once fearless warriors,
That once battled,
Not for there own will,
But our own.
Good,
Evil,
On the battle,
Neither matter,
For all one must fight for,
Is the survival of,
His life,
His being,
His soul.
Fortunately,
This war,
This mascara,
Did not take place,
In the realm we call our own,
This conflict,
Took place in their rea
Like a black void,
In the back of my mind,
Scratching and clawing,
Trying to find its way out.
The dark words,
Which forcefully flaw there way out,
Resembling an evil army on the match,
In which no walls may stop.
Is this truly a void?
A black an empty hole,
Where nothing exists?
Or is this something else?
One night many years ago,
Still seems like a passing day,
Where all moments are so vivid,
So clear,
That I can reach out and touch them.
But are these memories mine?
How is it I can remember being dead?
How is it that I could hear and see everything
That happened around me?
Outer body experience,
Some would say I had,
As the sands time change and flow by,
I also change and flow.
My soul once was bright and full of life,
But now its dark and lifeless.
This time apart has tested my feelings for you,
But being apart for so long has taken its toll
You might not know this,
But I gave you my heart and soul.
I love you,
But this time apart has turned me into an asshole.
You have seen this haven't you?
I'm not the little Davie you once knew.
He died and faded away.
But there is a small part of him left,
In this heartless and soulless shell of mine.
I don't want to be alone tonight
The nightmares surround me
The dreams of you dying
Haunt my every dream.
I don't want to be alone tonight
Please be with me tonight
So when have a nightmare
I can hold you and know your ok
I don't want to be alone tonight
Because all I do when I'm awake
Is think about you
And picture your face in my mind
I don't want to be alone tonight
Because I want to be with you
I want to hold you when I sleep
And give my heart and soul to you
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
I'm drifting far from
the warmth of happiness and you
and when my eyes become vacant
you cry and try to bring the color back
because you can see what's behind
the black and white blues
black and blue
in a moment unguarded.
And there's ALackOfColorEverywhere
I really feel death lingering
in each breath I take, in each smile I give
why why why
Let me fade into the earth
and be reborn into something
that does not need pill-shaped peace
or constant reassurance
to show love for myself.
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
I wish I knew.
I'm drifting into nothing
but black and white hues
Le
Current Residence: home o.O ....... Favourite genre of music: Metal, Rock are the main ones but really anything that has a nice beat Operating System: Windows Xp :( i hate it MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen Wallpaper of choice: Something i make Skin of choice: Vista Favourite cartoon character: Rai Ayanami Personal Quote: You get that and you get over it really
Favourite Visual Artist
Tool
Favourite Movies
End of Evangelion
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
AAAHHHH i love so many
Favourite Games
WoW, GTA (the last 3), zelda majora's mask (all time fav)
well i guess my days arre coming to a end, everything just seems to wanna fuck up for me. both my and body. i work my way out of one holl to find myself in a deeper one, the one i love is gone, my hearts about to give in on me and my friends back stab me both left and fucking right. i fear this might might be my last trip last input on the net, so i say good bye my friends, it was an honor knowing you
Who ever said the life was not meant to be easy was to damn right.
To find out that death is around the corner, some people would be scared
but not me, im alone so i might as well die alone. to find out that you
5 months of your time on someone that you thought was the one, to
realise that most of you friends are assholes that you couldn't trust with a
toothpick, yer you can say life isn't easy, but what is.